Sometimes all you need is a single touch of the one you love and sometimes all you need is some privacy to think, fortunately K knows the meaning of none.
I think I can give him another chance, and it’s another chance for me too, a chance to forgive or a chance to move on and forget.
Loving K can be a very difficult thing to do at times.
To be K is much, much harder I think.
I agree with whatever you said.
What happened to your picture?
I think my life sucks sometimes. I’m not strong enough to be you.
Maybe I’m not as mad at him now that I read your post on mania.
Still, you are one hell of a guy.
anginae, you’re a lot stronger than me by giving options to J, I wouldn’t if I were you or not the options you are offering.
The truth is K was honest about his moods from day one, he told me things that I considered more as a joke or a way to frighten me and apparently I underestimated the whole situation.
The symptoms are obvious, the problem is people notice depression a lot more easier, if not experienced, than the mania.
He is a real challenge in my dull life and I think that’s why I love him, I think we both need to enjoy another chance, 6 months is so early to end a marriage!
There is medication that can be taken for mania…….is K on them?
I’m sure you’ve heard it before, but be careful how much an enabler you allow yourself to be. You can lose yourself doing that…..
He has the medication, sometimes he decides it keeps him down and sucks all his creativity so he decides he can have a break, he’s such a smart ass or let’s say sometimes he gets tired of all the meds.
And thanks for the warning, it wasnt a first time but worth thinking about it again. some say im still in the blindness of my love, that i think is not true after a year, i still love K dearly, i may tell him i dont want him near me or i hate him for what he does once in a while, i really cant stop loving him and ignore the desire to close my eyes and forgive his stuoidity. you are right, if i dont wanna lose myself i better get a grip.