We all have a big box of color pencils to use to color our lives, some use darker colors making their lives look gloomy; some use brighter colors making their lives look wonderful, some just use black and white!
I wish he knew he has a very big box of color pencils with my pencils added to his.
I don’t think I am selfish by wanting to have a job of my own and not to be a stay-home dad b/c there ain’t much to do at home and A wants to play with kids her age rather than playing with me so generally speaking I’m not ignoring K and he’s just acting like a baby.
I know he can earn enough to cover all bills and expenses which is something I can hardly do when he gets into one of his spending spree moods added to the high prices here, still if I stay at home for too long I go really crazy.
I’m not saying I am right and he is wrong, my working hours suck and his working hours ain’t that flexible, I still hope we can find a solution to this little problem and I know it’s possible if he stops complaining non-stop about being ignored. I’m tired of his $H!#.
realization:the process of becoming aware of something
A is somewhere near that, realizing that she is different, realizing that not every kid has two dads, realizing that mom can be part of a family.
And she will realize more and she will ask “why”, it’s a matter of time.
May be next time when she sees a mom and dad holding their kid’s hands she asks “why”.
May be next time when she sees a man and a woman kissing in a dark corner she asks “why”.
I know she will so I wait and let the time come and then watch K looking confused and helpless and then I can laugh at him!
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