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During the last few days many different things happened good enough to write about but i kept telling myself it was something to be done after dinner and you know “after dinner ” never came.
Probably it’d be better to start with today b/c it was a bright nice day to begin another wonderful day…. sorry wrong!
I woke up pretty early but to my surprise K was up way earlier and had made the breakfast too which was something unusual and fishy but I didn’t pay much attention. he was very lively, chatty and energetic that is very much like him so without paying any attention I sent him to work.
Still looked like a fine day so I cleaned the house a bit, fed A and dressed her to meet some of her little friends.
With all the cleaning finished, we left home to face a new working day, not to mention it was all very early but it’s Alaska so we have very long days.
By 9 o’clock I was pretty done with the chopping and preparing stuff for another cooking marathon. 9 o’clock and it had stared to pass very slowly not to mention that my everyday routine starts after 9.30.
I had paid too much attention washing the carrots so i could draw every single line on them, the kitchen was very quiet and it was getting really annoying so I thought a little talk with my bundle of energy would brighten things up.
I called his cellphone several times but there came no answer, yet nothing to worry about b/c he usually leaves it silent in his backpack. 15 minutes later and I was on my way home because my favorite asshole had headed home an hour ago or that was all his boss said.
I was very rude to him now that I think, though he was very concerned about K and had sent him home even asking me whether his medication was working or not.
Now it’s almost 11.30,I’m watching K sleeping soundly on the bed holding “wooly” * and pillow very tight. He’s been very restless recently so no wonder he didn’t hear me coming, poor K sometimes he’s very mean to himself.
I have no idea what happened to him in the last 3 hours and al lI can do is to wait and let him wake up and explain.
I really want to give him a big hug b/c he looks so vulnerable and innocent that makes my heart ache.
So today was one fine day that went wrong.

footnote:
1. “Wooly” is one fluffy ugly toy dog K takes with him everywhere specially when he is upset. it looks very ancient so it must be something from his childhood.
2. Within 6 days , I’ll be 34 years old. Time passes very quickly. I was thinking of posting some personal rants like last year.