Gay people have issues, this is a fact, but then everyone else has. The most important part is how to deal with those issues or compartmentalize them. Which one is important? Which one to deal first? Do I have to come out first? Do I need to find a guy before taking a step out [...]
Archive for July, 2011
“There are different kinds of theft, this is one of them, I’m borrowing this from K “ The excruciating boredom is so unbearable I can feel the useless parts of my existence turn into chunks and suffocate the life running through my veins. I choke on the sob blocking my airway, even another deep breath [...]
The decision was made by those in charge so I’m left behind to look for somewhere that is close to K’s work-place and A’s school. Of course it must have a good view and spacious bedrooms. I found 2 apartments that quite looked affordable and the neighborhood seemed friendly enough for a gay family. Obviously [...]
This roller coaster has no brakes so I’m enjoying the downfall right now. When will it slow or stop or start moving up…. I have no idea! So the current situation is this: A’s grandfather is almost dead, it’s not even the case of when or who unplug his life, it’s a matter of arranging [...]
The thing I miss more than anything these days is a good-night sleep. I either can’t sleep or there are too many nightmares that in the morning I am more exhausted than rested. Will I ever get my life back? Apparently not, or not until I get rid of this sack of potatoes from the [...]
With everyone busy making all fire-related flying objects (FFO), I found some time to sit, meditate, observe and now let the world cherish my never ending wisdom. (Of course my wisdom isn’t comparable to T‘s Confucius) Anyway I realized right now I hate two things, teeth and fairies! Firstly,I have this awful toothache that makes [...]
