25

K is all crazy and desperate wanting a honeymoon round the world, looking for somewhere else to live and I know how badly he wants to live in UK, the problem is it’s too expensive to live there and how can we make sure life there is better than here? I let him plan a few things but I want to move back to Alaska b/c Boston is not my home.

24

Life looks much better and happier and I’m happy at last I don’t care anymore what my dad did to my mom. He is a fucking bastard alcoholic and he cant change but he is still my dad. I’m not feeling guilty making him feel the real shit he is. G always treated him good, I’m not G and I do hate him for killing my mom and I will never forgive him, at least now he knows there is no way I want him back in my life after all he did to mom, G and me.